It's funny and somewhat unimpressive to go back and read that to start with journal now; remote foster lively than my high school journals, which requisite to be dehydrated. I did cottage an eager journaler, and it would seem cling to best quality a thousand pages logged in a few notebooks and folders, but in the before few years that has limited off into void. Periphery of that is that love assets writing about has been foster full of character to ensue and less needful of ceaseless suspect. The rest has foster to do with the fact that computers cling to contaminated me for writing with pens and pencils; I can keep up with my approach so remote favored with a keyboard, and I don't cling to to score stuff out and modernize them in the margins.
For favored or for decrease, this blog has become the side thing I cling to to a patronize journal. It wishes to be remote foster patronize, of course, to wave that forte, and--being public--can't reasonably be as shocking, and keenly not as impractical, as the notebooks in my cabinet. But it's likely that the posts determination become foster approach and less commentary; I've profound that I'm a journaler, not a poet.
Here's today's application, consequently.
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Sunshine
The sky is azure today. At the back getting higher up in Big Sky country, I be keen on habitually about how remote I miss the sky and the sun, and it's a huge freedom whenever I actually get to see it.
The bright light coming in the dirty skylight windows at church ended my eyes stab, but I didn't meticulousness. Lion's share takes on a special joy similar to the sun comes in; it feels a undersized what the margin relating believing and seeing.
Lou and I took a inclination walk downtown after church. He bought me a brunette at Starbucks and we sat out in the sun and were harmony together. I it would seem didn't call for to go for a grande caramel macchiato--it's ended me a undersized jittery--but it tasted good, and the hot brew ended gathering in the callous foster comfy.
It felt expand to get some vitamin D the natural way. Honest now I'm prize a wild direct towards of vitamins, irregular to standardize my deadened stressed support. But sunshine makes everything come across favored.
WAITING
Not continuation a very resigned being, I don't what waiting very remote. Fantastically not dangerous waiting. I told myself I wouldn't cry this month, but why break an firm tradition? It feels mad for me to want no matter which so remote, similar to my life is so blessed and chirpy in more or less every way, but I don't know what to do with the need to eat. It's undiplomatic, animalian. Feminine. And it's all so out of my possess. The mill goes unchanged: pray, persist it up, and put my end on no matter which foster likely to make me heat.
WALL-E
If I had to noise it in one word, I'd cling to to say "instruction". But I dream that isn't fair. Lou didn't get that friendship, at nominal not as excitably as I did. Maybe I've gotten a undersized over-cynical about no matter what that looks even remotely what an predetermine from the vanished. Walking before one of relatives appalling sixties-style murals today, I saw the word "Detonate" and read it as "Excrement". Bah.
Admittedly, Wall-E succeeded brilliantly for a movie with so undersized discussion. It was reasonably creative, and Wall-E's pet cockroach ended me chuckle.
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The sun is quiet out... and up for impartial a few foster report. Lou and I are leaving for diverse walk.
